"If you must be afraid be afraid of yourself for being afraid to feel the feelings you've felt"

- Cat Daddy

Cut it open that which you have closed up for all this time

Let it flow out of you

May the first moment of release be of sweet sensation to your whole being

It almost hurts but then, you sigh....

I know you're having trouble opening up to this,

Finding difficulty giving it time

You've allowed a seal to form,

 Neatly across the place that gives you the most liberty in your mind.

Supressing so much and aiming to kill what springs forth so naturally......

Breathe....

What

it

is

you

need....

Whisper to me.....

Stirred up,

Doesn't know of what

Can't find the right words
Words you've never heard

Doesn't want to spill out, Making out, like a child....

Center point of self, Focused inward and out....

Planning ~ Foreseeing ~ Completing ~ Competing

What should  I really be doing?

Am I doing it all the wrong way?

Is it all just going to be okay?

Being accountable to more than myself......

Shook up of what?

Simmer down child.

Settle in your soul

Cool it now girl

Let things out of control,

Don't pin yourself down just because it's what your accustomed to.....

Now is your finest hour!
From the seed that grew inside your soul
A flower blooms, its beauty you shant ignore,
The sun that makes it glow for you
At times may be too strong,
Feeling the heat getting down on you,

Make a move, take a position,
Fall face forward,

Begin some new traditions,

Seek inward
Find your answer,

The rest of us are in the same space figuring out at our own paces,

Don't reach to our faces for the final answers of who you are,

Ask and you shall receive, yes, it's that simple, go to the seed.

I rhyme and I try not to, 

Some times I just got to, as it flows and I go and I riddle the words,

the thoughts though my head, its better than the empty space of mindlessness,

some days yes,

I am over whelmed and can't catch up to my own minds thoughts,

some days yes I think ignorance is Blissful

for this mind so amis with ideas a plenty.....so many, many, many.... yet, I am grateful,

entirely thankful that I can think in the depth that I do...Its a powerful flower the bloom that I feel, I can't be affraid, just accept that its real....

Take hold of the boldness in the seed He has planted in you!

Now let me share with you this: from Nelson Mandela:

"Our deepest fear
is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small doesn't serve this world.

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We where born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us;

It is not just some of us - it's in everyone!

And as we let our own light shine, we unconciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others!

Nelson Mandela's Inaugural Speech 1994 (the yr I graduated High School :o)